Not that I haven't threatened to do this before. But this time I actually did it.
I deactivated my facebook account.
I'm tired of the endless hours of useless information. Like what car my coworker bought. Or a photo of friends dressed up on vacation in Mexico. Or an anti-vaccine muse. Or anything really. Does it add any substance to my life? It seems no different than spending hours watching TV reruns.
We kid ourselves that this is real connection.
On Sunday morning, I had breakfast with one of my old friends who I haven't seen in about six months. Both of us encumbered by work and other personal dramas led to the big gap in connection.
I rolled out of bed early, slipped into my rainpants and rainjacket and rolled down the streets. Which on a Sunday morning were silent as the night. The light drizzle was enough to warrant the rain gear but not enought to be any sort of problem. I thought, "This is my church."
We met up at a small wooody Scandinavian place in North Portland. I was a little anxious about the possibility of feeding a vegetarian in Northern European cuisine. I remember Norway as one of the least vegetarian friendly countries in the world. But I ended up with a traditional Finnish porridge with homemade applesauce and potato pancake. Both perfect. And filling enough.
We sat for hours talking over our breakfasts.
I was worried they would kick us out of our table. But no one said a word.
The in person connection doesn't resemble social media in the least.
We left feeling filled up. And joyous at our breakfast together. Saying, "We have to do this in a month again."
I thought of all the times I felt like I was too busy to meet with someone. How I needed to stay home and have time to myself.
I think what we really need- what we really crave- is true connection.
So, I hereby start my social media hiatus. In favor of life with real people in real time.