what is

the point of life alone darkness dragging light sideways behind tripping around falling up and back no one in my life he doesn't really care does he or does he how do you measure it i contemplate something else classes and band and reading i am a student of life going no where just death at the end now everything feels pointless i can't figure out any reasons for it all i ate too much for dinner sometimes i can't help it i think i am hungry for something else